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@ Tuesday, September 09, 2008, 11:21 PM

i hope for light to shine thru and for God to give me the strength and happyness i wish and pray for.

earlier this morning i felt pretty much alone. i felt like there was no one i could turn to. maybe because at home mom and i are not talking while daddy scolded me for forcing myself to fast despite me vomiting and coughing all e time.

and then there was B.G.. i waited for her replies or at least a call. there was none. i was weak the day before. the three important people in my life wasnt there. imagine the breakdown i had.

things picked up not long ago. daddy's birthday today and we ended up with no celebration. he took good care of me instead. B.G called me, talked to me.

i felt ashamed to think that no one cares. for i was wrong. as daddy cooked me that med drink i looked at him and said "thank you". when he looked at me and just smile, i wanted to cry. i know im emotional but to see him smile like that shows me how a simple 'thanks' can make him feel good.

you should all see how daddy ran back and forth to get me to the doc and home to make sure i off-ed the gas and then back agn to pick me up. he kept cooking a med drink to cool my body. im lucky. he's really the best dad in the whole wide world. and then theres B.G too.

i love them all.

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